Full Moon & Mercury Retrograde Group Ritual Report
First and foremost, thank you so much to all that participated in my very first group ritual! This was such an amazing experience and the Magick was seriously in the air that night. This report is to those who participated and it's to break down the candle reading as well as my interpretations from the ritual during and after it was done. My emotions ran high for this one due to the heaviness involved with all the clients that inquired for a spot in the rituals. Especially the Full Moon Ritual. The energy was hopeful, but full of baggage and heavy heartedness, and most of all dark energy. Lots of heaviness that I wasn't expecting to have. The people involved had trauma, violence, sorrow, and confusion in their hearts and were hopeful that this ritual would help release those burdens. Almost a desperation for the spiritual freedom.
The crystal charging was pulling dark energies from these individuals and then replacing that energy with light, protection, and positivity. I was doing reversal work during a Full Moon, which isn't normal for me, but I felt it was needed. So I went with what my Spirit was telling me to do. But due to the dark energies involved, that night I had an extremely vivid, real, and terrifying dream. In my dream I visited New Orleans (it seemed), at night, near a lake/swamp and it was a cemetery. It was clearly night time. But what's weird was that I went from an outside cemetery to an indoor cemetery. It had carpet and looked like an old 70's style home on the inside. There were tombstones lined up on the walls with offerings like flowers, toys, books, pillows, food, liquor, etc. But I noticed a baby crying in a room next to me and it struck me as odd because I remember thinking, "Is there a baby still alive in here? Everyone's supposed to be dead.". As I crept around the corner I heard another voice say, "Shut up. It's your fault why he's here. It should have been you.", and it stopped me dead in my tracks. This person clearly thinks they're alone and has hostility towards an innocent child. Who knows what she'd do to an outsider, at night, in an extremely old cemetery, alone. So I started to back away slowly and walk out. I get to a lobby-like area (and mind you- since I forgot to mention- I was with a young man that resembled a mixture of the two men I had long term relationships with. Like if they had a son, he would look just like the man in my dream), and the man I was with got this look of terror on his face like I've never seen before. I heard a laughing behind me so evil, that it literally paralyzed me. I couldn't move. And going based on his face alone and the look of sheer terror in his eyes, I knew that whatever was laughing behind me wasn't good, AT ALL. I fought. And fought. And finally broke free of this petrifying energetic grip and I turned around and saw a tall human that could have been a woman or a man. Shoulder length black hair pulled back in a hair-tie, and was extremely gaunt. Grayish skin color. But had mangled teeth and eyes that I couldn't tell if they were all black or all white. They almost seemed silver. It grabbed me violently by my shoulders and tried to whisper something in my ear, and I suddenly felt a sense of confidence and happiness which led to a thought of complete confusion as to why I was feeling this in this very moment. I should feel terrified and scared, right? But then it hit me. These people who I was fighting for were trying to leave their darkness behind (me running from the cemetery out of fear instead of finishing up what I went there for), their traumas (the baby crying and the woman saying hurtful remarks to the innocent child, articles of personal belongings like pillows and books), their dark memories of their childhood (the toys - reminders), their vices (the liquor), the house that sheltered these dark memories that they want to just let die (the 70's style home, carpet, the smell, the lighting, color of the walls, these are all reminders that tap into your psyche), were all symbolism to what they didn't want to hold onto anymore. But this leech of a dark presence was holding onto, them. As if they didn't have a choice in the matter. But because they weren't there to be weakened, and I was there in representation of them, this entity had no power over anything. I felt the fear and built up terror that they once felt, all at once, but then when I came back to my body and fought those feelings, I was suddenly overcome with that confidence and happiness. I smiled in this entities face, and said to it's face, "You have no power. You are nothing. And you cannot touch them without going through me, and you can't go through me even if you tried." And in a split second it was gone. I was then outside, by the lake with this young man on the back of a small boat that was docked admiring the Moon. It was full, and glowing, changing an array of different colors. I saw dark shadows running into the cemetery as if they were rushing to their resting place. And then I woke up. I was tired from sleeping. That wasn't even a dream. I feel as if I astral projected into another realm/plane and was at war with these dark energies holding onto my clients all night. I was going to bat for the souls that trusted me with everything. So I fought for them. And when I woke up, I felt victorious and as if there was a weight lifted off my shoulders, but I was feeling for multiple people at once. I can definitely say, there's been a clearing for those that were involved and you will feel the release immediately. But you must stay in the power of clarity, growth, and protection for this release to stay in the horizon. You have scars that can be easily reopened with the wrong energy present, and there are a lot of HOT spirits out right now that will try and test you along with Mercury Retrograde. Thats why the Rx ritual was so important and powerful to do as well.
The Rx candle burnt for a full 24 hours, the Full Moon candle burnt a total of 13 hours. The Rx candle burnt super clean, slow, and had no tears whatsoever. The Full Moon candle however, had 3 Scorpions and tears EVERYWHERE. Scorpions are hook like shapes that appear in the candle wax when violence, abuse, sorrow, quarreling, and sadness is in the environment. I have destroyed the Scorpions in the wax to ensure those obstacles and energies are recycled back into the Universe and are not in your immediate vicinity. The tears represent crying, like actual physical pain and suffering. It was present in the "Future" sector of the candle reading which I can understand. Growth and manifestation comes with a lot of downfalls, realizations, loss, and detachment. So to be safe, I would say to prepare for some emotional turmoil. But because now you know its coming, you can brace for it better and not feel so defeated or blindsided when it happens. You know it's something that has to happen and if you don't fight the process or resist the energetic flow, things will turn out the way you want them to and the way they need to. Find below photos of the finished candle wax.
The full moon candle was accompanied with petitions that were written in Dragons Blood Ink with a Porcupine Quill and were anointed in my Moon Magick Oil (you can see the petition papers under the Selenite Wand in photo: 1). The Mercury Rx candle had the names and petitions inscribed ON the candle along with sigils to protect you from the negative energies Mercury Rx can come with. I made sure to guide this Mercury Rx for release and to cut off dead ends so that it doesn't start problems, have bad communication, or travel delays (among other things). Overall, this service went extremely smooth, had strong messages, and was very successful.
I want to thank everyone again for participating, and I hope this group ritual benefited you with manifestation, light, release, protection, and guidance. If you would like to be apart of the next Full Moon Group Ritual, click here to hold your place. There are limited spaces available. It will be commencing on New Years Day!
If you have any questions, please comment down below, or email me at firstname.lastname@example.org. Happy Full Moon, and enjoy your holiday season!
Ashé, Chey Mina.